Cloud9

Even though I know expectations ruin a person's peace of mind, I expect. I expect gifts, care, love and most importantly time. And there are times I have a good control over my mind when I don't really care. That usually happens when I'm busy with work or studying. And I kind of like it. Something to focus on. Care free mind.

It was such a time when you came. I was not thinking about you. I was on my study bubble with music encased inside when you showed up on my doorstep. I was not expecting you. Probably that's why I was on cloud nine. I still am. My heart felt full. But I felt light. I had autumn and spring flowers, leaves and bees buzzing on my mind.

So it's good when you don't expect anything. Because then when you suddenly get something, you can be high on happiness.

b'day baby

21^st b’day. The only time none of my friends came to my house since my 16^Th birthday. The only time two of my best friends forgot to wish me. The only time I had spent a quiet lunch with mom @all spice. The only time we had gone to Valiyathura Bridge and watched the angry waves without much jokes or laughs. The only time we watched the sunset from Indian coffee house.

Though it was just another mundane day I did have nice moments. Miss Perfect’s key chain made my bag’s new partner. Miss Brainy’s card made me difficult to breathe with all her emotions and love in those few lines. Thanks to the triple R and big S for the top and the cards (I better not speak much about it ;) ). Best surprise was from Employee no.1, a cute sleeping teddy through speed post. Well after all she’s working in the post office. I’m happy for herJ. A humungous thanks and hug to my all-suffering-rusty friend for a thousand splendid suns. And last, from the only guy in my life. . . Got a pair of juthis which do not fit because of my bear-sized feet. Sigh! Well then “The card, the pen and the Panda” was sweet.

Still. . . At the end of the day I knew something was missing but till now I haven’t figured that out. Waiting for the next birthday when it would be the twin numbers. . .   Adios!!!